It will never be the same again.

Free ride back home and free macs lunch 2day ha ha ha ha. Very satisfied and happy when I've gotten back my humans papers. But my happiness now seems to only last for a few minutes. What's wrong with me. Rather sad tht my cousin and friends are going in this thurs. The only people i can really rely on no matter what. The people that always makes me feel special. The people that are always here for me...... :(

There's so many doubts in me so many questions in my mind, you will never know how I feel nor will you ever understand. I guess all i can say is i'm nthg compared to who you insist you were only playing with and who you insist is just a sister. You put me thru so much pain till now tears still fall upon thinking of every damn thing. Part of me hates you so much. Things can never be the same again. It takes time. You used to be someone i could rely on, someone who used to be always there for me, used to be.